"This doesn't make any sense. If they're mates, why is he cheating on her?" I ask.
That was a question I shouldn't be asking. Anya was my mate, but it didn't stop me from desiring Autumn. It's not supposed to be that way; mates didn't desire anyone else but their partner.
Damon looks at me, and there is a guilty look on his face, almost like he understands Kane. Did he also desire someone other than Anya? We never spoke about feelings; we did in the past, but after Anya came into our lives, we'd drifted apart. It didn't feel right to explain what we each felt about her; it was awkward since we would be talking about the same woman. Now here we are, knowing very little about each of our feelings.
Damon looks tensed as Clarissa joins us, "how does my outfit look for the search?" She as
