I steadied myself and tried to act normal even though my heart threatened to explode.
Why couldn't I have more control over my own body?
I almost made a fool of myself. That wouldn't be anything new for someone like me. I was accustomed to doing that.
"Congratulations to the happy couple!" Everyone shouts. I noticed Anya in the crowd; she was the only one that wasn't happy for us. And she didn't try and hide her unhappiness.
I'm not the only one to notice it; Atticus also does. She also looks at him, and the longing I see in his eyes almost kills me on the spot. I will never be able to get over him being in love with Anya. Never.
He even admitted to how much their lives and emotions were intertwined. It's something I'll never be able to compete with.
"Should we leave and change
