~DANTE~
She's going to f*****g kill me. I know it. Willow was out for my throat. If this was the way to go, so be it. I felt trapped under her seductive gaze.
How did she have so much f*****g power over me without even trying?
I didn't know how much longer I could deny her. I was using every single last bit of self-control to say no to her. She may not know just how close I was to losing this inner battle. If she only knew the thoughts in my mind, she wouldn't be asking for this.
Why was she insisting on having her way? Why did she want me even though I told her multiple times that I couldn't love her?
Why doesn't she understand that she deserves so much more than this? What more can I do to make her see that this wasn't the best thing for her?
I was only trying to protect Willow
