~CARTER~ I'd f*****g messed up. I should have never dated Clara. I should have never started something with her that I knew I wouldn't be able to finish. Scarlett felt guilty; I could sense her guilt the entire drive back home to her house. I didn't want to make her feel like this. But I also didn't want to let her go. At least not yet. I knew one day I'd have to gain the strength to stay away from her, but I wasn't ready for it yet. I needed more time with her. I was hoping that she would give it to me. "I'm sorry if I did something you weren't comfortable with." I apologize. Even though I f*****g enjoyed every second of our time in my yacht, I would never touch her again if I knew that she didn't want it also. She doesn't answer me. Instead, she looks out the window at her house

