/Jane/
He let out a grunt. "Jane, if you're not going to put on your gorgeous face tonight, we're not going to have s*x, okay?" He whimpered and acted petulantly.
I gave a devilish grin as I shrugged my shoulders. "I never agree to a bargain that I know I won't be able to honor," is something you'll never hear me say. That was an accurate statement. Because anytime I was drinking, I couldn't manage to control my flirtatious behavior toward the boy, therefore I wouldn't be able to consent to that.
Because flirting with him seemed like such a great idea at the time, I can only assume that the alcohol let me lose my inhibitions as well as my sense of what was right and wrong.
When I made my comment, he laughed. He agreed, putting on a black button-down shirt and dark blue pants, saying
