El Diario de Ana

20 de Diciembre

"No es la melaconlía la que empapa mi dolor?, cuando son las estrellas que cubre mi temblorosa alma magullada",-

Ana

No es la tristeza sino la amarga melaconlía la que culpa sin señalar los hechos, cuando las lágrimas me embarga en un viaje en dónde la tristeza es cambiada como un bombillo por la felicidad ?.-qué frondoso es el estrés cuando se trata de un peso que llevas en tus hombros despojando todo sentimiento de felicidad asumiendodo culpas o no culpas pero admitiendo que el error eres tu?, lo entiendes Ana !.,

EL error

“The knees hurt but not the loose thoughts like the tooth or the premolar nothing dictates what a heart decides to take, the ink is already spilled on the paper”

Ana

No hay lágrimas que brotan cuando se trata de la calidez de una madre; aun asi es mas fuerte que yo la admiro tanto que mi alma derrama en derroche de miles de mariposas en conforme a las disculpas por tantos años de pérdida y emociones decaídas la amo que si la pierdo mi desdichada alma muere a dejar de sentir esa esencia que la hace tan vivaz dejándome a merced del monstruo que se dejó consumir por el Alcohol y la fiebre que marca un antes y después del maltrato de las flores pisadas en el suelo sucio y andrajoso risueña en llanto pero no en soberbia nadie merece ser tratado así no mientras uno lucha contra los miles de brazos demoníacos que adormece el espíritu pero no mi mamá porque ella es luchadora siempre lo han representado como amiga y profesora, orientada y increible mama que es pero se que si falla ella corrige su error y no me parece justo de parte de Dios juzgarla cuando debería brindarle un poco de atención es como si nos hubiéramos olvidados de él y él nos señalaras con el dedo como si ya leyera los veredictos y la leyes estuviera en nuestra contra como una especie de favoritismo crítico !.

Violencia ciega al crimen !,

Dear myself as long as you reach out ?, I am not alive

I not it going to live too long, to tell the truth,

it is just that I am scared, the fearless the emotion,-I love my mom and I feel so grateful for teaching good old authentic music even if that sound so old like a transcendent soul is indiscriminate in that way !. I ain't not gonna be alive, is it just that I am not good enough to love and feel good to feel, and be open up, not as I am ? my headache and my body too but I am fighting because somebody who is loved enough as who I am is then good to me. Ana would be so down to hear it, even her too! I don't know how to bury my past. I am so scared. I know they would put a ball in our heads to think differently and the way they take actions leads to I know it sounds out of control or out of line?. But I will just be telling you that old man can change more each day with his beautiful heart because is a good man and I like it I have the same feeling for him, I have the feeling to see it another life before this but very much sure when I was young I did it know that can be possibly reborn in another, and other life over and over again well I missed the words of my head, I hope you can hear me?.

+Avril Lavigne, Under my Skin,

the year; 2004

song Together

Something just isn't right

I can feel it inside

The truth isn't far behind me

You can't deny

When I turn the lights out

When I close my eyes

Reality overcomes me

I'm living a lie

Together

It doesn't feel right at all

Together

together, forever we burn in our head, we burn to be together in the fire

My heart is broken

I'm lying here

My thoughts are choking

On you, my dear

On you, my dear

On you, my dear

When I turn the lights out

When I close my eyes

Reality overcomes me

I'm living a lie

!

together isn't is all we have, together is it all we have all we have

Until´s, we burn in own mine and the reason spirit let it go

When I'm alone I feel so much better

And when I'm around you I don't feel

This has gone on so long I realized that

I need Something good to rely on Something for me

When I'm around you

When I'm around you

I don't feel together

I don't feel together

Together

It doesn't feel right at all

Together

Together we've built a wall

Together

Holding hands we'll fall

Hands we'll fall

Sleep Away,

composición lírica by Aurora, de parte de Avri Lavigne

Together with that I love you til´s at the end of the world

and then words does out of my head

went its ache and the truth never disappear

through my own mind is a spine

understood and noisy but least pain in my head

That day you have gone away from my arms

?,

was the day the anxiety died ?.

Yea, was the day than your breakable threat

of our true love went away together with the wind

(Now you have to go?, Now you gone

There is where you went when the pain ends)

I am lying on my own feet,

damaged from so much walking,

feeling useless for hurting your injury and leaving pain aside?

aside without guilt, I throw it all with splinters growing in my chest

and then burn in the flames of hell.

In my own head while your light is lost in my sight

and the darkness reaches me,

I cannot move a finger to tempt me to cry

but not to regret because I deserve everything.