El Diario de Ana

God voice ?.

The blue eye

the ocean blue-green eye

 the one who is filled with life

to healing and be listen

and be truly understands

I should be apologizing for hurting it in such a disgusting way-

And then let the water enter in me and clean and take off the bad things

you can hear me? you can feel me, you can see me? you can touch me

and you save me from myself !.-

I should apologize for who I am and for who I am?, I did it know the secret of the answer that we can make a turn around to the page and become a colored way like a happen and that's why I love that song by Avril Lavigne I did it know that could be a good sign to change and not be stuck in the same reverse for being such i***t for thinking in the past like the 20 years.-

Said Hello to heaven Chris & Chester you guys rock on together in the end !. Good friends and good brothers right !, love & peace

The most amazing thing about you?, is you truly yourself is your spectacular spirit so freed fillet of compassion something that I really admire you truly itself is beautiful in a lovely way when it came to me head is make forgotten that I live in a hell !.-I am in love with you?, I still love you and keep in my head with you lovely words about not giving up, not letting the dark take away my soul, as continued go it into the Astra journal I will protect you you cared you and Chester I've to be missed you a lot, a couple of months even I wanna think about to jump but something is stopped you souls and you truly itself spirit.-

   I'm not afraid of the dark

I´m not scared of what is beyond than wall

not scared to touch and feel and hear your souls calling me ?.

let's try it and let's see what are the light will bring out to us?, let's hear God voice in our bed and bed dreamed to the future to the whole earth and to the humanity

I will not be given up and you? not either of me let's help each other and be given a chance to live it in good harmony everyone´s

I wanna feel your chest open wide and heard that sound of good music sleep in heaven as in the earth and wake up to realize that is worth it to live it and pray, love and dream Chris I still heard I will not give up on the dark for tonight I will be breaking or I did it breaking all my chains in legs and heart today I said to love and scream your name.-

To Christopher

From Bianca, December 2021,

I wish I could say it more is just I forgot the words you know my memory