Chapter 3: The Flung FlingAfter driving to his hotel in our own cars, I found myself feeling giddy. I was excited about my first hookup. I never thought it would have been at a hotel. We entered his room and Jude gestured around. “This is a hotel room. Pretty self-explanatory. And this…is the bed.” He sat on the bed and looked at me. I suddenly felt my heart racing. Was I ready for this? It was getting real. s**t, I felt like I was sobering up and my inhibitions were coming back strong. “Can I use the bathroom?” He nodded, and I went into the bathroom and closed the door. Quickly, I sat on the toilet and did my best to clean myself with toilet paper. I felt a pang of annoyance with Charlie for what he’d said at the bar. I was versatile—not solely a bottom. But I wanted to be ready to b

