/Xavier’s POV/ Talking to Emily over the phone become a ritual I do everyday and every time I have a free time on my hands, but it was no longer enough, I wanted to see her again but as my longing for her grows I started to question myself, why? I have met a lot of girls before and my attraction to them were as temporary as a fleeting rain clouds but why does this feels different, why does the fact that it might be different scares me, am I that scared to let Eleanor go I wondered. I sighed staring at myself at the dressing mirror in a 80’s costume since I’m also playing the male characters father since he looked so much like his father. I was asked to go to the dressing room to have our make up fixed since we had got all sweaty after the shooting of the fifth scene. I could see the refl