Nine
Tea saved me today. If I had someone who could’ve made me that cup earlier, I would’ve been saved earlier. Now I understand why some people aren’t atheist. I shall have a break and return to this later.
Later:
Oh God. They’re doing that damned RU OK thing. Today was a good day till I saw that. I’m dealing. Doing stuff. Not too much pain. And I’d put it all on the back-burner and got on with everyday until some damn i***t rang me to ask if I was okay. Now I’m not, thank you, for you just made me realise how difficult my everyday is.
You don’t help me. You put the burden of mental illness on me. And I’m only mentally ill because I’m physically ill and no one around me really deals with it except my husband. I’ve got to handle the help they need because I let them know I’m ill. So no
