Asha Pov
I was shock, that he confess his feelings to me. I don't know why I declined his love. I realize that admiration also has an expiration. I have a secret feeling for almost seven years, maybe I'm also tired of waiting for him to love me as more than friends, so I didn't realize that my feelings had disappeared. I used to tell myself Kevin is my ideal man but as time goes by, you can't dictate your future you can't force yourself to love someone, that it's actually late to realize that he loves you. Kevin is my only best friend in showbiz. I don't want to lose our friendship. I would rather keep our friendship than build it into a relationship. It's hard to maintain a relationship if both you are in showbiz, more temptation and distraction.
This is it, I woke up early, my mood tod
