?My
Celebrity
❤️Lover❤️
Bôôk six
Sommy
"gosh I need to really undergo a surgery on my eyes" I said touching my cheeks because they were now hot.
I stayed in my room for a while before heading back to the bathroom.
After taking my bath, on my way back to my room, I bumped into Jack.
"am sorry" I said in a cracking voice.
"it's okay" he stared at another direction.
Before I left for work,the atmosphere was at home was really awkward ,no one was willing to look at each others face.
"what are you thinking about" my bestie asked.
"nothing" I replied
"am still surprised at the present situation, I can't believe that you let guy stay with you in your house" she said in a low tune so that our colleague won't hear.
"am also surprised, at first I was scared but after staying with him for a while, am rest assured that he won't do anything stupid" I removed my gloves and kept it aside.
" your dad beats and maltreatment you just to get intimate with you, he didn't succeed but instead he created fear in you.
Your ex boyfriend also wanted to have s*x with you forcefully on the night of our prom but thank goodness that I arrived on time, he didn't succeed but he created more fear in you. It took you time to start associating with people again that's why I don't anything to go wrong" she explained and I just nodded my head.
"you are right,am still trying to move on but I don't think that I would ever move on" I said sadly.
"you are still having the nightmares right?" she asked.
"yeah, I can't sleep at night, the only time I get to sleep is by 4:00 and soon it is morning" I sat down because I was tired of standing.
"should I spend the night with you?" she laughed.
"the last time you did, we both couldn't sleep"
"you are needed" a coworker told my girlfriend and she excused herself.
I smile always but deep down am sad and scared.
The reason I stay alone is because my mom doesn't want my dad to trouble me since she can't stop him.
By letting a 'he' stay with me, I would get rid of this feeling.
......Freddie's pov......
The house was boring without her and I kept praying that she comes.
Living in a small house is good, that way you would get to see each other often.
the door opened and she walked in slowly.
"I wonder what's wrong with her" I said to myself .
"how was working? " I asked smiling.
"stressful" she replied.
"it seems that someone isn't shy to look at me" she said now smiling broadly.
"f**k, I forgot" I said rubbing my hair.
"am sorry for entering the bathroom without knocking but to be frank you really ehhhh you understand" she said laughing.
"you must be kidding right?" I asked covering my face
"am not" she replied
We ate our food, after that she left for her room.
"why can't I sleep" I asked myself standing up from the cushion.
I checked the time and it was 11:38 already.
I walked to the kitchen to get water on my way out, I heard noise coming from Amelia's room.
"should i go in? " I asked myself.
I walked pass but I couldn't hold it any longer so I went into her room.
She was sleeping and struggling, the heat on her face was much.
"I don't want to do it, please let me go" she said crying in her sleep.
What's happening? I asked myself.
I went to where she was and tapped her and she woke up immediately.
"don't come close, stay away from me" she said pointing at me while shaking in fear.
I went closer to her not minding the outcome and drew her to myself.
"I won't let them hurt you again" I said referring to no one in particular.
She became calm holding me tightly.
"don't let them touch me" she said weakly.
"I won't let them" I stroked her hair.
I didn't know what to do, so I sang her a song with the best voice ever.
I stared at her lovely face that was like that of a baby.
"finally she's asleep" I sighed.
I lay her down trying to leave but she held my hand still in a sleeping state.
"I would have to stay" I lay down near her and pulled her very close to me so that she won't get scared after some time I slept off without knowing.
......morning......
For the first time in many years, I slept like a baby.
His morning erection woke me up today and for the first time, I didn't feel scared.
I can't tell Jack about the bad memories even if he ask. I said to myself.
I turned to face him and he was still sleeping peacefully.
"thanks for last night" I kissed his forehead before leaving the bed.
"finally I've gotten my cure and I won't let it go" I flashed a smile at no one in particular.
Tbc...