Colin's POV
Marriage.
The word made me feel sick; it did.
How could I go through with a wedding to a woman that I no longer wanted? How could I even contemplate spending my life with a woman who cheated on me and got pregnant by another man?
No.
I did not want her.
All I could think about was Mia. All night, she was what I thought about. I barely slept, and thankfully, Erin did not question why I had not gone up to bed with her last night. I didn't want to be close to her anyway.
Mia was the one I would have preferred to be cuddled up in bed with.
Yet, she refused to answer my messages, as if she wanted to distance herself from me. Perhaps she regretted exposing James and his affair? Maybe she had second thoughts about her divorce proceedings. Whatever it was, I w
