King Of My Heart

Chapter 7 : Anger and Regret

Matt Torres P.O.V

F*ck

That was the only word inside my whole mind.

I left the cafe with my heart burning intensely by jealousy after seeing the only girl I truly love, Zoe Miller sitting with that asshole, Dennis Smith.

I entered my car, closed the door and smacked the steering wheel. That should be me sitting in front of Zoe, looking at her intimately, intertwined our hands and enjoyed our romantic dinner. Everything would be so beautiful if I was there, not that asshole.

Slowly, tears tided to my left cheek slowly streaming down my soft skin until it reach my mouth and the taste was awful.

The regression and madness tears.

I thought she was different from the other girl but no, she was f*cking same.

In my school, gossips flowed faster than air. I knew every single gossips about Zoe including the one that stated she loves me.

If she really loved me, she wouldn't dare to do this in front of me.

I turned on the engine and drove straight to my house. I greeted everyone that was enjoying their dinner.

"Don't you want to eat?" My mom asked with her sweet voices, the only voices that could softens my heart.

"No mom, I have eaten earlier," I said, a smiled appeared on my face. I didn't want to be selfish, she couldn't know that I was in this position.

"Your twins sister arrived here earlier with your eldest brother, take a look at them maybe?"

"Sure, I'll do it later mom," I replied and jogged upstairs.

Every steps feels so cold. I should accepted that heartbreak has taken over me and started affecting the whole me. I went inside my room and showered to calmed my nerves and let my mind rest for a while.

I stood in front of the mirror, six pack, white skin, rich and handsome. How could she do this to this beautiful creature? Was I deserve that?

I went out from the shower and dumped myself on the bed, still with the same level of stress.

Why I keep thinking of her after she hurts me?

I grabbed my phone and opened my snapchat, there was always a funny videos for once that might cheered me up. Instead of founding funny videos, my friends snapchat was full of the video of me and that new b*tch whatever her name was, kissing.

I scrutinized each of the video and finally found the one with Zoe in it.

She was washing her hands but her eyes locked to the mirror which reflecting what was going on behind her and it meant, she knew all of this.

Believe me, I was kinda drunk, I was mad of love because she ignored me the whole day and It was actually kind of revenge to her, but my heart was still with her, all the time.

"Matty can I come in?" I heard a little children voices. I covered my body with bathrobe pulled the door.

My blondie little twins sister were standing outside the door with chocolate on each of their hands. Their small white tooth and their puppy eyes always melt me.

"You guys have come in, but wait, I must changes my clothes first. Okay?" I said and walked to my closet. They were sitting comfortably on my bed, I was okay with it as long as they didn't jump there. My bed wasn't a f*cking trampoline.

I wore white T-shirt and jogger pants.

"Marsha and Marcella," I said in stern tone as they began to stood on my bed. I shook my head with folded arms and furrowed my brows, froze in my place. Both of them smile wickedly and sit on my bed.

I approached them and sat in the middle of them. Their small hands held both of my hands.

"We love you Matty!" They said and delivered kisses at both of my cheeks.

"I love you guys," I said and kissed both of them. "Is that for me? The chocolate?"

"This," Both of them shoved me two different flavor of chocolate. One was dark chocolate and the another one, cookies and cream. Literally Zoe favorites, cookies and cream.

I played with both of them, my little sisters that was born when I was 12. Until my dad shouted their name because it reached their bed time. I escorted both of them to their bedroom and delivered one last kiss to them. I almost forgot I have two twins little sister sometime but they were the sweetest creature I've ever meet and the biggest present because three of us shared the same birthday.

I went to the bathroom and took my phone. It was hard to admit that my life was better without phone. As usual, lot of messages from some bitches but no from Zoe. I scrolled and scrolled and finally found a chat from Dennis.

Dennis Smith

fucking see that?

1 for me, 0 for you

I read his messages and charged my phone beside my nightstand. I didn't know what Daniel really want, he has been my rival since we were 8. He tried to get what I want, always trying to make me jealous. I never understood what was inside his mind. He did want to be like me, of course.

*The next day*

I took a deep breathe before entering my economic classes. I was ten minutes late to the class and just found out that the class was cancelled. I could easily left this shitty school but I wanted to see the love of my life, Zoe.

I sat in front of Zoe, on my favorite face in front of my favorite woman. But, what I saw the day before spinning on my mind, giving a perks of fire that burned my heart. I looked at her with disappointment and she looked at me like nothing happened.

"You're suck a jerk," Urbi hissed.

"Who are you talking like that to me?" I asked and arched my eyebrows.

"Guys, stop it," Zoe said in high tone. She was never interested in fighting or saw someone else fighting. It was kinda toxic to her.

"I need to talk to you," I whispered to Zoe.

She ignored me, she slung her backpack on her shoulder and left the class with Urbi and Ava.

I went out from the class, sprinted to my car.

She did that so easily like she has done that often. She left me alone in the class, none of my gal ever did that. She left me, heartbroken and made me beg for mercy to her.

I must did something, I couldn't stay like this.

I must've change myself.

I must've...