I Want To Know Everything

1946 Words
Ames and Blair got back into the hummer driving pack to the packhouse. " You should shower too you know, you can't be smelling like me. You can shower with me" she told him from the backseat. Ames chuckled " The whole point of a shower is getting clean not getting dirty again" he told her. " I'll be a good girl" she told him. " I've seen how you are as a good girl" he reminded her. " Fine get caught" she told him rolling her eyes. " Alright I'll shower with you" he told her. Once they got upstairs to her room she snuck Ames inside just in case anyone was watching and Blair undressed turning the shower on. Ames let out a low growl " I knew this was a bad idea I just want to take you again" he told her bitting onto his fist. " You can always shower after me then" she told him. " I cant" he said as he slid his clothes off joining her in the shower. Blair handed him a bar of soap as she used her body wash. She smiled at him as she put some body wash on her hands and grabbed onto his d**k rubbing the body wash onto him. Ames groaned as she leaned forward and kissed him. Ames gently pushed her away " You're playing a dangerous game Blair McGrevor" he told her. " I'm just helping you get clean" she told him giving him a fake innocent look. " That's not it. It's risky enough showering together in your bedroom, which in case you forgot is right across the hall from the Alpha's bedroom. Let alone touching and kissing me. Let's just shower quickly and leave your room" he told her. " Are you scared Ames?" she asked and he nodded. " I don't know what the Alpha would do if he knew about us and our relationship. He's made it very clear that he likes you, in his mind he's treating you very well and it would be like his mate straying away from him. I don't think he would hurt you but i can't take that chance" he told her. She nodded " I understand I wasn't thinking clearly" she told him. They both finished their shower not touching each other after that. Blair knew Ames was right and she needed to play things safe. Blair didn't think the Alpha would hurt her, but he would hurt Ames in someway and she wanted him to be safe. " Let's go for a walk around the grounds" she told him once they were dried and dressed. Blair opened her bedroom door looking down the halls thankfully it was empty. She and Ames left heading downstairs and outside to their walk. " Ames can I ask you some things?" she asked him. He looked around making sure no one was around " Of course" he told her as they went over to a patch of grass and sat down. " In the beginning fifteen of you voulenteered to watch me, but now only five do what did I do to make the others not want to be around me?" she asked him. " It's nothing you did, everyone that's watched you so far all admit how nice and sweet you've been throughout all of this. Once the other warriors were exhiled the others didn't see a need to watch you, they would rather train and keep the entire pack safe. The five of us is really all you need anyway" he told her. " What was it about me that made them target me?" she asked Ames with a big breath. It was a big relief that they were all gone and could no longer hurt her, but it would take time to fully recover from that and she needed to give herself that time. There was a big part of her too that was nervous they would come back and attack the pack she hoped that wouldn't happen. " I'll be honest I still don't understand how that happened. None of them ever gave me the impression they were those kind of men. The only thing I'm certain of is, it was nothing you did. I'm sorry that's not the answer you were looking for" he told her rubbing her back. " We're you ok when it came out what was going on? And the trial results?" she asked him. " I was furious I knew about one of the incidents, I didn't know how many it was. During the trial all the warriors wanted to step in and rip their heads off, that's not what we signed up for when we took our warrior oath. But it's not about me Blair, you're the one that went through it" he told her. " You've got alot of questions today any particular reason?" he asked her with a smile. " There's just so much I don't know and I'm sick of being in the dark" she told him. He nodded " Was the warriors getting exhiled really for the best? What if they come back?" she asked him. " It's a possibility, but we're prepared it wouldn't be the first times rogues banned together and tried to attack a pack that exhiled them" he told her shrugging his shoulders. " But what if they get to me?" she asked him as she started to shake. " They won't. Whoever is watching you that day will make sure you're safe" he told her grabbing onto her hand and giving it a gentle kiss. " As for was it the best, I would've rather them be killed. You deserve to be at peace knowing there's no way you'll ever have to encounter them again" he told her. " I don't know if the Alpha is planning on telling you this or not, so act surprised if he does. But he actually had all of their bank accounts drained and put towards the debt. It's the only right thing anyway" he told her. " Do you know how much in total it was?" she asked him and he shook his head no. " Alot of warriors aren't rich so it wouldn't be much from them. It's Reamus that was probably holding alot of money. Given that stupid auction day" he told her. " I'm so lucky it wasn't him that won the auction, I got so lucky with Alpha Samuel" she told him. " It's just unfortunate you wernt born into his pack, you wouldn't be in this position " he told her. " Um do any of the warriors besides Leo know about us? or even the new head Warrior Kenneth?" she asked him. " They all can tell I have a crush on you, but they don't know anything else. Thankfully it didn't stop Kenneth from letting me protect you. In fact in his words " she deserves someone that cares about her like that" he told her giving her a smile. Blair smiled and blushed when another question came to her mind " What is it about Leo that made you confide in him anyway?" she asked. " He's my little brother. We both agree that your situation is stupid so it didn't take any convincing for him to want to watch you" he told her. " Oh um" she started to say when he cut her off. " I know he blackmailed you into giving him a blowjob, I wasn't pleased with him when I found out. I couldn't kill my brother instead I handcuffed him for a few hours he was in alot of pain. He knows not to mess with you, and he knew then. But he also knows how much I like you, he wanted to see how much I really like you. I think he just wanted to beat me at something for once, I know that doesn't make any sense. But it's a guy thing we don't always make sense" he told her. " Why didn't he tell me you are his brother? You don't look anything like each other I never would've realized" she told him. He shrugged his shoulders " Who knows he's a strange guy sometimes. But he meant what he said, he won't ask anything from you ever again. Especially now once he realizes how close we've gotten. As for why we don't look alike, he looks more like mom whereas I look like dad. It's strange how genetics happen" he told her. " Is that all of your questions?" he asked her with a laugh. " Just one more. Why do you like me? I don't think I'm worth liking, especially now that I've been so used and abused" she asked him. Ames let out a big sigh " Please don't think of yourself like that. You are so much more then you realize, I just wish I could give you that confidence. But I know only one person can do that, and until proven otherwise I'm not him. I would actually give anything for you to find your mate and he can show you how worthwhile and special you are, I'm hoping that I'm giving you enough of that. I like you because you're nice, sweet, funny, tough, smart, beautiful " he told her as she kissed him. He pulled away " Too risky" he told her with a smile. " I just wish I could believe you and your thoughts on me" she told him. " Like I said your mate will be able to give you that confidence. I know you think we could be second chance mates, but there's really no way to know. But I can't deny our connection " he told her with a sigh. " I have something to tell you actually before I forget. Starting this week your warriors watching you and myself will be teaching you to fight in your spare time. We approved it with the Alpha of course. We all agree you should know how to defend yourself, it wouldn't have fully stopped the abuse but it would've made them second guess trying." he told her. " Why do I need to defend myself? You all keep telling me the warriors are there to keep me safe" she asked him a little confused. " There's many different reasons. What if the warrior watching you is restrained and can't help? There's no guarantee it would be just a one to one fight, and it would take some time for other warriors to come help you. Also if at anytime an Alpha from another pack wants your company we can't be in there with you, it will make you feel safe if he were to ever try anything. Just trust me this is best for you. We each have different techniques and training ideas so you'll be well trained" he told her. She sighed and nodded her head " I guess your right it would be better for me" she told him. " And um while we're on that subject. Next week there's an Alpha coming to discuss a tready with Ice Moon pack. Hopefully he doesn't want anything from you, just wanted to warn you" he told her. That's just great Blair thought to herself as Ames pulled her into a hug. Hopefully he didn't want anything from her, but at the very least, at least she seemed to actually be safe now with these warriors that were still around. Ames was right she really needed her mate maybe this was him? and all of this would be over.
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