I Can't Do This

1959 Words
After a few minutes of throwing up on the side of the road Blair stood up breathing hard and made her way back to the hummer. Ames grabbed her hand helping her into the hummer, he jumped into the front seat and handed her a bottle of water. " Thanks" she said as she opened it and took a big drink. The drive to the pack house was silent there was so much going on in her mind. She just wished everything would stop and she didn't have to go through with this. She was absolutely terrified that Reamus was going to win he definitely would've hurt her, and worst of all enjoy it. Once they arrived at the pack house they went into her room and Ames stood outside of her room. " Please come in I don't want to be alone right now" she gently begged him he nodded and came inside. He closed the door behind him " I'm sorry I just wasn't sure what you needed" he told her as she came over and gave him a hug. He held onto her tightly as she began to cry. He lifted her up without any problems and he made her wrap her legs around his waist so he could carry her to her bed. He gently lay her down and laid beside her still cuddling with her. " I can't stand this I wish there was something I could do" he told her as he gently rubbed her hair. " Take me" she said suddenly looking into his eyes. " You know I cant do that" he told her a little taken back by her boldness. " No one Needs to know" Blair told him. " One small problem, your lack of hymen will give you away" he reminded her. Blair rolled her eyes " That's a good point" she mentioned. Ames sighed " I will do the best I can to keep you safe, if I have to I will go into the room and pull him off of you" he told her. " Why are you so protective of me?" she asked him. " I see how f****d up this is, nobody deserves this. Especially someone as cute, funny and sassy as yourself" he told her. " You know how to make a girl feel important and special" Blair told him blushing. " Well it's the truth" he told her. All of a sudden his eyes went black and he came back with a look of worry " The winner of the auction wants to see you" Ames told her. Blair let out a sigh and got up off of her bed " I will be with you the entire time" Ames said as he got off her bed with her. Together they made their way to Alpha Dominic's office and walked in. She was introduced to him, Alpha Samuel. The fact that it was an alpha that had bought her made the situation even scarier, Ames would not be able to protect her from him unless he was outright trying to murder her. Blair managed to get a look at him. Blonde hair brown eyes, bigger muscles then Alpha Dominic they looked like a mountain. He came over to her eyeing her up and down once he got to her he wanted to be kissed. Without even thinking she leaned in and kissed him. He deepened the kiss and shoved his tongue into her mouth. Blair was just going through the motions with him waiting for it to end. He slid his hand down her chest and grabbed one of her breasts and she shivered from his touch. He kept saying something but she had just tuned him out. His hand slid down her thigh and under her dress she shut her eyes as she could feel him moving her underwear and she gasped as Two fingers were shoved into her. Blair could feel how tense Ames was and how he just had to stand there and watch. After some uncomfortable thrusting he shoved those two fingers into her mouth and she sucked his fingers dry. " Turn around and bend over the desk" he ordered and Blair sighed and did what she was told. He hiked her dress up and grabbed onto her ass and smacked it hard a few times causing her to grunt. She had never felt so vaunerable before he was violating her in a room full of people, who also just did nothing but watch. He let her turn around and he explained to her how she was coming with him for the entire weekend. It was explained that there would be six warriors there to keep an eye on her and keep her safe. Ames instantly volunteered himself to be with her this weekend. " Get a good night's sleep you're in for a hell of a weekend, we leave at eight sharp" he told her. Blair let one single tear fell from her eyes as she moved to the door and Ames and her left the room. Ames closed the door behind them and without any hesitation he picked her up bridal style and carried her to her room. Blair kept making sniffing sounds trying to stop herself from crying " Stay strong" Ames whispered to her. He opened the door to her room and closed it " You can lose it now" Ames told her pulling her into a big hug. " I don't think I have anymore tears left" she told him grabbing onto his shirt tightly. " I don't understand why he would let you go for an entire weekend" Ames said rubbing her back. " Thank, thank you for coming with me" she told him. " Don't thank me, if I was any real kind of a man I'd find a way to stop this and not go along with it" he told her. " Stop talking like that, you've done way more for me today then anyone else has done" she told him. " That means very little, if I've treated you the best since you've got here that goes to show how awful this pack and its members are" he tole her. " None of this is your fault you know" she told him. " If you don't do anything to stop something horrible you're just as guilty" he told her pulling away from her hug. " Do you need help packing?" he asked her with a sigh changing the subject. " If you don't I really should get out of your room, now that everyone is back in the pack house I can't break the rules unless you need me for something " he told her. " Sure you can help me pack" she told him. He grabbed her suitcase from the closet. They had a good system she would hand him things to put on the bed and they would organize the items then put it into the suitcase. She handed him some peices of lingerie not even thinking about it. " Whoa that's hot, bet these look nice on you" he told her giving her a wink. " I've actually never worn them, they were in my closet when I came here" she told him shrugging his shoulders. " Maybe you should try them on, you don't know what you'll like like" he said with a chuckle handing them back to her. Blair just chuckled and went into her bathroom the first one she tried on was a black corsette. She looked at herself in the mirror and sighed. She walked out and Ames just grinned at her " You look fantastic" he told her. She went back into the bathroom and put on the other one. It was white and dress style but the n*****s were shown. " Um I can't show you this one" she said from the bathroom. He chuckled from her bedroom " How raunchy is it?" he asked her. " My n*****s aren't covered " she told him and he groaned. " Uh yeah maybe don't show me that one, was hard enough to resist you in the black one " he said. She turned the door handle as he yelped "Blair" he said as she was laughing. " Tricked you" she said to him. She got dressed back into her clothes and left the bathroom. Ames let out a sigh of relief " If it was as scandalous as you say it was that would've been very difficult, it's hard enough restraining myself from you as it is" he told her with a chuckle. " You don't need to, no one else will be " she told him with a shrug. " That's not me. You deserve respect and should be allowed what happens to your body. So that you will at least get from me" he told her. " What if I were to kiss you like I want to?" she asked him stepping closer. " You're vaunerable it's not right" he told her. " Finish packing" he told her taking the lingerie from her and putting it on her bed. After about an hour they finished packing " I'll be outside your room if you need anything" he told her closing the door behind him. She was actually really enjoying his company, and the flirting between them was nice and she did feel safe with him. Maybe one day there could be something between them if either of them didn't get their mate first anyway. She looked at the clock on her wall it was almost time for supper but she figured she would wait she knew they cooked alot of food for the auction. An hour later there was a knock at the door and Ames came in. " Supper is ready" he told her as they walked downstairs together. Alpha Dominic gave her a big smile " Hey Blair, you did really good today how are you feeling?" he asked her as she sat down. " Nervous" was all Blair was able to get out besides he didn't deserve to know how she felt. " If it means anything I know you'll do great" he told her as supper started to come out. " Whats Alpha Samuel like?" she asked him not even looking at what was being served. " He's tough, definitely alot stricter then I am. You probably won't see him very much unless you know" he told her and she nodded. Blair was in trouble if he was stricter then her Alpha. He's literally selling her body for f***s sake she thought to herself. Supper was mostly ate in silence after that. Blair wanted to take a walk before bed with Ames, he kept a decent distance from her since they were out where others could see. " We should run away" Blair whispered to him. All he did was smirk " If only" he said. Together they walked around for a few hours just silently talking to each other. " It's getting late" he told her looking at his watch. She nodded and they headed inside together, once they made it to her floor the Alpha was just going into his room. " Did you want company tonight?" the Alpha asked her. " Honestly no I'm ok, but thank you for thinking of me that's very sweet" she told him. He came over and kissed her, she kissed him back. Blair opened one eye to look at Ames who was looking at the ground. " Have a good night sleep Blair" he said pulling away and going into his room. " Good night Ames" she said to him and he nodded walking away.
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