Currently, I am in my room, sorting through my thoughts. I admit that I was in a chaotic state at this moment, but I don't want to worsen the situation. Therefore, I have decided to take a break and step back to allow things to settle. For the time being, I have decided that I will be staying in California to clear my mind of the things that are going on. I need to focus on healing my heart.
Today was the day I decided to free myself from the pain of the past. I knew I needed to act. I shouldn't be stuck in the same situation I was in those past years. I wanted to move on and this was the best time to do so. I was now numb. I can't feel anything but emptiness in my heart. I have no idea if what I will do will help me, but I pray it will.
I organized my bag yesterday together with Sophie
