We fought them off fast, but not before one got a hit in that left a burn across my arm, right next to the cut that had barely started to heal.
Kael grabbed my hand as soon as the second attacker went down. "Move."
We ran through the halls while alarms screamed overhead, guards shouting orders somewhere behind us. My lungs burned. My legs kept threatening to give out completely, and only his grip on my hand kept me moving forward instead of collapsing right there in the corridor. He pulled me into an old training hall at the far edge of the grounds, one that looked like it had not been used in years. Dust covered the mats. The lights barely worked, flickering weak and yellow overhead. He shut the door and pressed his back against it, listening for footsteps that never came.
"They will search the healing wing first," he said, finally letting himself breathe. "This buys us time."
My legs gave out, and I slid down against the wall, breathing hard, my arm throbbed under the fresh burn. Every part of me ached like I had been through a war, because in a small way, I just had, and the fight had not even been the worst part of my week.
Kael crouched in front of me, checking the new burn without asking, his fingers careful even now.
"You didn't run," he said quietly. "Back there. Most people would have."
"I'm not most people."
"No." His eyes stayed on mine, dark and steady. "You're really not."
The silence stretched between us, heavy but not uncomfortable. I watched him for a long moment, this boy who had carried me out of an arena and fought beside me in a locked room, and I found myself wanting to know the parts of him that never made it into the rumors students traded about him in the halls.
"Tell me about her," I said. "Your aunt."
His jaw tightened. For a second I thought he would refuse. Then he sat back against the wall beside me, close enough that our shoulders touched.
"Seraphine lost a child," he said. "Years ago. A baby with power like yours, kept quiet inside the family and never spoken of anywhere else. She blamed the bloodline for what happened. She has spent every year since trying to make sure no other child ever carries it, like erasing it will bring her son back." He shook his head slowly. "I grew up hearing her cry through the walls at night, back when I was too young to understand what any of it meant. I used to think it made her weak. Now I think it just made her dangerous."
"That's not your fault."
"Feels like it some days." He looked at me sideways. "Your turn. Tell me something real."
I thought about lying, I thought about giving him the easy version, the one I gave everyone, the one that kept people at a safe distance. Instead I closed my eyes and let the memory surface, the one that had not blurred yet, the one I had been protecting without even realizing it.
"My mother used to hum while she cooked," I said. "I don't remember the song anymore. Just the sound of her voice doing it, low and a little off key, like she never quite cared if she got it right." I used to sit on the kitchen floor and listen, back when the floor under me still felt safe. My throat tightened. "I'm scared that one day even that will be gone too. The power keeps taking pieces of her. Small ones. But they add up, and one day there might be nothing left of her at all."
Kael did not say anything right away, he just reached over and laced his fingers through mine, careful, like he understood exactly how much that memory cost me to say out loud, and for once I let him hold on.
New tournament brackets had gone up on every notice board that morning, my name pinned near the top of one that grew harder with each round, another test I had not asked for and could not escape. Riven and Soren were somewhere out there too, chasing their own dangerous pieces of this mess, though I had no way of knowing what either of them was facing right now.
Outside the training hall, alarms still echoed faint through the walls, guards still hunting for whoever had come after me. In here, none of it could touch us. For a little while, it was just Kael, and me, and the quiet, and I let myself pretend that was enough.
"I don't know how to feel about any of this", I admitted. "You. Them. What I am now."
"You don't have to know yet."
"I'm tired of being scared all the time."
The moment I said it, a strange shift moved through me, sudden and sharp. The fear that had lived in my chest for six years simply switched off, like someone had reached in and cut the wire. Every part of me went light and reckless, and I laughed, a real laugh, the first one in longer than I could remember, loud enough to surprise even myself.
"Lyra." Kael's voice sharpened. "Your eyes just changed color."
I did not care. I felt free in a way I had never felt before, weightless and bold, and I leaned toward him without thinking twice about it, my hand finding his jaw, his breath catching against my palm.
"Kael." My voice came out low, unfamiliar even to me. "I'm not scared of you."
His eyes darkened, and for one heartbeat he leaned in too, close enough that I could feel the warmth of him against my mouth.
Then a small, sharp fragment of fear cracked back through the numbness, just enough to remind me this was not really me, that the power had stolen a piece of who I was and left recklessness sitting in its place instead. I pulled back fast, my hand dropping from his face.
"Something is wrong with me," I whispered. "I couldn't feel afraid. Of anything."
Kael's face went pale. "That has never happened to you before."
"It's getting worse."
The door creaked open, and Soren stepped inside, breathing hard like he had run the whole way there. Blood still marked his upper lip from whatever vision had cost him this time, fresh enough that he had not even stopped to wipe it clean.
"I saw it again," he said, his voice flat and cold, chest still rising fast from the run. "Clearer this time. Sharp enough that it pulled me straight here."
"Saw what?" Kael stood fast, pulling me up with him, his hand still wrapped around mine, steady even now, even after everything that had almost happened between us seconds ago.
Soren's pale eyes moved between us, heavy with a look that came close to grief, like whatever he had seen had already cost him something he could not get back.
"One of us will betray you," he said, each word slow and deliberate, like they had been sitting inside him too long already. "Before the war even begins."