“I run away when things are good. I never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me, in ways that no one ever could. And so, it seems I broke your heart. My ignorance has struck again, I failed to see it from the start, and tore you open til the end.”
- Sorry, Halsey.
Fifty-three: don’t be happy.
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I knew it was the right choice to break up with Ian, even though it was all of a sudden, and I had no specific reason to break up with him.
It felt right, and I didn't know-how. Elias was taking up all of my energy that I didn't feel the need to be in a relationship because it was hard work.
Ian understood that I didn't like to talk about anything that happened in the school, and I'd love to keep it all in school.
From now on, I wanted to balance my personal life and school l
