77: secrets
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I didn't listen to Eddie. I returned to the apartment, and even though he blew up on me, I didn't care much.
Elias didn't want to drop me, too. He kept nagging me about staying with him; if I didn't want to sleep at his house, he could book me a hotel room.
Of course, I refused because I was not going to let Elias pay for me, or I was not going to sleep over at his house.
I had to beg Elias to take me back home.
Anyway, I locked myself in the room because Eddie told me to do it, and even though I hated it when he told me what to do, I knew I had to.
But I was not going to stay in my room the whole time. I knew if Theodore came here, I was going to confront him.
I was not going to be that girl who was scared for her. That insecure, stupid girl.
I was not that g
