7 Years Later

Part 13 - High School

"I can safely assume you're my girlfriend, right?" Matteo asked me this softly in the beginning of March, as we sat next to each other in Creative writing.

I looked at Matteo, and whispered back, "Yes...I would assume so. Why are you asking me right now?"

"I realized that I haven't formally asked you or anything. But I figured we were already dating?"

I couldn't help but laugh, "Yes. We are. I don't need anything formal or fancy."

"My mom got into my head last night. She was essentially scolding me for not asking you properly."

"While I appreciate the sentiment, it's fine." I said Matteo, with a laugh.

Matteo and I still didn't show any PDA at school or anything. Only a few of my friends knew we were dating, Danisha was the one who knew the details.

Matteo would sometimes come talk to me at my locker, but other than that, we really didn't see each other at school.

At the end of the day, I was at my locker, about to go to the parking lot to drive Garrett and I home, when Matt Cannely came up to me.

Matt is one of those guys that thinks that just because he is muscular and good looking, he can get whatever he wants. He has tried to get with me bedore, but I always denied him.

"Hey, Cassidy." he said to me, "I haven't seen you around in a while."

I looked at Matt and said, "I've just been keeping to myself mostly. What's up?"

"We miss hanging with you- me and the guys on the football team. You should come to a party with us this weekend."

"I appreciate the invite, but I'm good." I said to Matt, with a polite smile.

"Then you and I should just hang out." he said, still not moving.

"Matt, that's sweet. But I can't." I said.

Matt looked at me and said, "What, are you dating that guy you got pizza with when I saw you?"

I didn't say anything to that. Not because I had any shame- I just wasn't sure if Matteo wanted anyone to really know.

"Matt. I can't, alright?" I said, "I appreciate it though."

"Fine." Matt said, "Text me when things don't work out with him."

Matt walked away, and I immediately wanted to text Matteo and tell him what happened.

So I did.

I texted him saying: If you haven't left school yet, come to my locker

He said back: I'll be right there

About 5 minutes later, Matteo came walking up to my locker.

"Hey." he said, "You requested to see me."

He then looked at me and said, "Are you alright? You look upset."

I sighed, "Remember that guy Matt Cannely that we saw at the pizza place?"

"The jock? Sure."

"He just came up to my locker and asked me to hangout." I said, "I told him no, obviously. He guessed it was because I'm dating you. I didn't confirm or deny."

"How did he react when you said no?" Matteo asked, and I saw a look of worry come over him.

"He was pissed. But I don't really care."

"Eh, he can go f**k himself." Matteo said, "Sometimes I worry you'd rather be with a guy like that, though."

"No. Not at all. I like you, Matteo. My last relationship with a guy like that was hell. He didn't treat me right. He was constantly making me feel bad about myself and flirting with other girls behind my back."

"I wouldn't do that to you. Ever." Matteo said, "I hope you know that."

I smiled at Matteo, "I do. I trust you."

Matteo gave me a smile as well, "I'm glad you do. I know how much it means to gain someone's trust. I feel the same."

I then heard footsteps coming our way, and I looked to see Garrett walking over to my locker, and he rolled his eyes when he saw Matteo and I.

"There you are." he said, "You weren't answering me. I've been waiting by the car for like 15 minutes."

Matteo had met Garrett once, and he said to him, "Hey, man. How's it going?"

"I'd be better if you weren't holding up my sister. I'm starving, let's go."

"Garrett." I said, "Shut the f**k up and don't be a d**k to Matteo."

Matteo laughed and said, "It's alright, he's hungry."

"See. Matteo gets it." Garrett said, giving him an approving look, "But really, can we go?"

"Yes." I said to Garrett, "We can. I'll text you later, Matteo?"

"Of course." Matteo said, and "I'll see you tomorrow night."

I had plans with Matteo the next night on Friday. He was going to come over, and it was just going to be us in the house.

Danisha called me after school, I had told her I was seeing Matteo tonight-

And that I really wanted to have s*x with him.

"Do you think tonight is the night?" Danisha asked me.

"Only if he wants to, of course. I won't push anything." I said, putting body butter on my legs.

"You're more patient than me. It's been over 2 months?" Danisha said.

"It has been." I said, "But it's okay. I just...really like him, D. Of course I want to f**k him. Badly. But I just really enjoy spending time with him."

"You sound like you're in love." Danisha said.

"Even if I am, I'm definitely not saying it."

"Well, you better text me if it happens tonight!" Danisha said.

I laughed, "I will. I'll text you regardless."

"When was the last time you had s*x?" Danisha asked me, "Remind me again."

"In the summer. With that guy down at the beach when we went with Erin and Ashley. It was just a one time thing." I said, "I think it'll be much better with Matteo."

"Agreed. And you have the house to yourself?"

"Yep. My mom is going on a weekend trip with Steven, the man she is seeing. And Garrett is going to a party and is crashing at a friend's house."

"Have fuunnn!" Danisha said in a sing-song tone.

When Matteo walked in the door that night, I felt oddly nervous.

I knew what I wanted. Of course if he didn't want to, I would never pressure him.

But I was hopeful.

We went down to the basement. Even though we were alone, I still felt weird going to my bedroom. Like I was still betraying my moms trust.

Matteo had brought over sushi for us, so I set it out on the table, and opened the plastic on top of it.

"Thanks for bringing this." I said.

I feel like I'm going to jump out of my skin.

Matteo looked at me and asked, "Are you alright? You seem nervous, almost?"

I looked at Matteo and said, "I want you. I can't stop thinking about it. About you. And me. Having s*x. Jesus Christ, I sound so stupid."

Matteo looked amused and chuckled, "You don't sound stupid. I want the same thing, Cassidy."

I looked at Matteo, "You do? Tonight?"

"One hundred percent." Matteo said.

I felt my heart skip a beat- and also some excitement...down there.

Matteo looked at me, pure lust in his green eyes. "I want you so bad, Cassidy."

I stood up, placing myself in front of Matteo. He then lightly grabbed my waist, pulling me toward him.

He looked up at me and said, "You're so beautiful, Cassidy."

In response, I leaned down and kissed him, and he placed his hand on the back of my neck, pulling me closer.

From there, things really started to heat up. I pulled off my top, and Matteo I I clipped my bra, struggling a bit with the clasp. I giggled as I helped him take it off. I pulled off his shirt, and he moaned lightly when I kissed his neck.

I was then straddling him, us both in our underwear. Matteo started rubbing around my c**t on the outside of my lace underwear, slowly stimulating me.

"f**k, Matteo." I said softly, "I need you. Now."

"I think you can feel how much I need you too." he said, referring to his hard on.

Matteo knew I wasn't on the pill. I had taken from the ages of 14 to 16, and it made me extremely moody and exhausted. I hoped to be on another form of birth control one day, but until then- condoms it was.

Matteo reached into the pocket of his jeans that was strewn on the couch, and pulled out a condom.

"You can clearly tell I was thinking the same thing about tonight." he said to me.

I looked at him and said, "How do you want to do this? The couch is kind of small. Do you want me to get on top of you?"

Matteo nodded, and then said, "If that doesn't work out, we will figure it out."

Matteo's boxers were off and he slid on the condom. I looked down at what would be inside me.

"I'll be gentle." Matteo said, "Don't worry."

I took off my bra and underwear, and straddled myself on him.

He used his fingers to stimulate me more, and I nodded when I knew I was ready.

As his tip made contact with me, I found the right spot and started to lower myself onto him.

It hurt a bit, but at the same time it felt good.

He was going slow, and he looked at me and said, "Are you alright?"

I nodded, and started moving my hips. He grabbed onto my hips as well with my hands, helping me move up and down.

I was glad there was no one home- because I was having a hard time stifling my moans. I even bit onto his shoulder to do so, my nails digging into his back.

"You feel so f*****g good, Cassidy." Matteo said into my ear as I moved against him.

I had never c*m before from penetration. However, as Matteo kept getting deeper and deeper, I had this feeling inside of me like I was getting close to an orgasm.

"Keep...going." I said, moving my body against his, desperate for as much of him as I could get.

Matteo thrust harder into me a few times, and couldn't help but moan in pleasure as I felt myself release. That seemed to send Matteo over the edge as well, as I felt him tense up for a moment, and then his body relaxed.

We looked at each other and Matteo said, "That felt...amazing. Wow that felt so f*****g good. You're the best, Cassidy."

I kissed Matteo and said, "That was the first time I've ever c*m from penetration."

"Glad to have been of service." Matteo said, and I couldn't help but laugh, and he kissed me back.

I'm going to have to text Danisha.