it's alright dear"she said, just let it out.After some time I stopped crying and decided to tell her everything.My mum was so furious that she almost called Paxton's father to demand an explanation but I stopped her and I told her not to worry because he is not worth it.
"I want to go to my room mom.
"Alright okay and don't forget to tell me if he dates to call you.
I nodded my head even though I knew I wouldn't tell her and headed to bed and just drifted asleep without a second thought.
(After 30 minutes)
Ouch my head hurts,and that was the first thing I said as I woke up from my sleep.
!! you're my starlight
I need you, come on dance with me
Am levitating,you wanna take me for
a ride,you wanna do it for a ride.
yay yay yay !!
I annoyingly picked the call and turned out Paxton is calling so I didn't even bother to answer.I looked everywhere in my room and just realized for the first time in my life that almost every thing about me symbolizes my relationship with Paxton and I just curled up in my bed and just stared off thinking about how I will possibly live my life without having Paxton in it and it made me feel miserable.