After a couple of months of being with him I fell pregnant with a beautiful little girl. It was hard to come to terms with as I didn’t know if I wanted to actually want another baby.
He was over the moon to make a family, to have her connected in more ways than just our relationship. My mind was all over the place.
Once I finally decided I wanted her I started baby shopping it made it become more real getting excited for my new bundle of joy coming into this world.
When we went for the gender scan he told me he loved me for the first time which melted my heart but also made me think that he was only telling me he loved me because I was carrying his baby. Which gave me mixed emotions.
Being hormonal didn’t help as it goes further in to the relationship we started arguing about silly stuff about what I wanted when she was here and he didn’t agree. I wanted her dressed up in all thrills but he didn’t like them and told me I wasn’t aloud to do this. But all I could say was well she is my baby as well!