Don't leave, please

chapter 3

Scott

I drove to her house, exceeding my

speed limit. I wanted to see her as

soon as possible. I love her and I

can't lose her. I remember when I

didn't give a f**k what any one

thought of me, I f****d whom ever

wanted to f**k, I didn't care.

I guess this is what happens when

you are in love.

when I got to her house, Her door

was locked, I looked up her window

it was open. I knew if someone

saw me climbing up there now, they

would surely call the cops, but I

didn't care. I successfully climbed

without being noticed. When I got

inside, she was asleep.

she would have looked peaceful if

not for the already dried tears she

had on her face, I hated myself for

causing her such pain. I didn't

want to wake her, so I quietly and

quickly climbed in behind her, and

she smuggled herself into my

embrace. I spooned her and

buried my nose in her hair.

I knew if she should wake up and

see me like this, she would freak

out, but I didn't want to miss this

opportunity of holding her.

I laid there for a while, I even fell

asleep, I woke up and she was still

sleeping I started staring at her

face, she was so beautiful i could

look at her all day. But she woke up

I was so scared, i still don't know

what to tell her. when she finally

woke up, she looked so angry.

she just stood up and said

what are you doing here? Scott I

need you to leave now.

baby please don't do this, i have

no excuse but hear me out please.

what do you want to say that I

don't already know, tell me, you

knew i was coming how could you

do that?.

you said you had an errand to run,

she just showed up in my house.

Did she force you to have s*x with

her?

No she didn't, Alyssa i wasn't

thinking, you have to believe me

I didn't mean to do it. Am just

messed up Alyssa, am sorry please

don't leave me I beg you.

If I was important to you or if you

actually love me as you claim you

do, you wouldn't do that to me. I

need you to leave. you always just kiss me

you never touch me like that, you

have never suggested for us to

have s*x. Don't I look appealing to

you? don't you want to touch me too like you do to them?

am I not sexy?

Alyssa you have an appealing body

you are so sexy, I get f*****g hard

with you just being in the same

room with me. And

I have told you countless times to

never doubt yourself.

then why won't you have s*x with

me?

Because I want it to be special i

said it with so much anger in me .

you make me laugh Alyssa, do you

have any idea how hard for me

Everytime we are together I try to

control myself?

Do you know the things I want to

do to that body? but I want to take

my time to make it special for you.

I guess we would never find out

then. Am breaking up with you just

leave me alone and go and fuck

whom ever you want. get out of my

house now.

You don't mean that, please tell me

you don't mean that.

If you don't leave now am calling

the cops. LEAVE.

I'll be back tomorrow so we could

talk about this okay? I know you

don't want to talk to me now but

I'll be back. I love you.

Don't bother coming back cause i

don't want to see you just leave.

I walked out through the door now

and she followed me and when I

got to the door i turned to kiss her

and she took step back, it pissed

me off so much, I wanted to

pounce on something but I had to

keep myself under control, I knew i

was losing it. I'll see you around

my love. If she thinks am going

to listen to her and stay away from,

then she has another thing

coming her way.

when got to my car, fear gripped

me, for a long time in my life i was

scared, so f*****g scared. the fear

of loosing her was too big. I was

scared of loosing her. There and

then I made a decision, I was going

to do what ever it takes to get her

back. Even if it means me

kidnapping her, I didn't care again.

she won't get away from me, I

loved her too much to let her go.

Even if I knew i was being too

selfish here, I didn't care I wanted

her back. Alyssa had a strong will,

but if there's one thing I was

certain about was her love for me,

she loved me. And I was going to

use to that against her and to my

advantage. With that in mind, I

drove off. I was going to give her

time then I'll come back for her.

By that time I'll make sure she sees

how sorry I am.