SWEET MONSTER

sweet monster

Jewel p.o.v

I ran my fingers through my hair and stared at the mirror in front of me, I was thinking of how to quit being a bartender,

Yea it sucks being a person preparing and serving drinks at a bar..

I hate my dad for that, he made me homeless and motherless,

I don't like how the memories of him using violence on my mom popping up in my head again.

I dislike it when the image of him pushing her from the stairs which leads her to losing her life vainly appearing in my eyes again.

I hate him, I despite him so much that I might cut him into pieces and fed dogs his flesh if he try looking for me the f**k.

And yea he's in jail, and I dont like the fact that he might be free someday, I want him to rot in jail,I don't give a f**k

I don't need him,

the life am living here in newyork is far much better than the one I experience in red hawk after departing with mom, tis my worst nightmare.

I let out a big sigh and walked back to my bed waiting for rose eaton my roommate, my bestfrnd,my sister alike, she'd been with me for almost 5 years now, she's among the best things that ever happen to me here in new York.

Rose I shouted her name we are almost late for work you know, I just dont know when you will ever do things early you such a lazy ass, its almost to 7 and you damn know we're to take night shift,

you such a pain in the ass I mumbled angrily, I walked to my bags hang to carry the pink one that's when I heard a high pitch giggle and turn around to see who was coming.

It was rose eaton

I got something inside of me that can't be quench , I'm addicted to winning and I can't be bench

Go to war for every black queen that they lynched and my pocket on chubby but they can't be pinched

Uhh after they use you then they abuse you then they get mad when they lose you (excuses you)

You know the liar will accuse you

You know the queen still reign its just business as usual

Anything I touch I bless it, track record so impressive

Opened the billboard awards with a hit record

The devil thought he had me but I rebuked him got the money and am still the baddie..

Nobody know nobody knows but you,,

She ended the verse pointing her finger at me yea I couldn't cut her whilst was singing the damn song, because even if I do cut her she won't close that her damn cute mouth up.

Nobody knows is her favorite song "nicki minja ft Alicia keys,

whilst nicki minaj is our both Favorito, I just don't like the so called" nobody "because of Alicia keys I found her verse not about s**t,

I playfully eyed her whilst she put her head on my shoulder am sorry jewel honey you know i can't stand you being angry at me she said wincing her eyes..

I gave her that kinda playful smack on her side

"let me be b***h just thank God you're blonde I could have give you some red marks with my hands, I exist the door whilst she follow me from behind..

Yea amma sweet b***h because you can't f*****g breath without me she shouted.

I smiled yea thats how f*****g crazy she is and I love her..

We drove rose car to the bar.rose was so damn noisy during the ride, but what! I can't help it, am hell use to it, that's how much I cherish her..

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I was done with all the serving and stuffs,

I couldn't find rose I checked all the miscellaneous places I knew she could be, but hell she ain't no where to be found..

So i plugged my earphone, yea they're my frnds when am damn alone I prefer listening to songs at that kind of moment it was something I liked much better than having a mix cocktails and flirt with all those horny jerks,

But lord help me with rose case I guess right now she's with one, I wasn't done with my thoughts when her text pop

"Babe am having a night out don't wait for me and make sure you close the doors so damn well, I will be back in the morning take care.. "

I let out a big sigh, what am I gon do, that's how she always behave.

I raised my head from the phone only to find a guy staring at, I turned back to see if someone was at my back, but what I was the only soul here and if I ain't wrong that stares were meant for me.

Oh f**k he smirked, one more smirk and I swear I will f*****g vandalise his face.

I stared blankly at him, he raised his glass at me giving me a small wink, so I just returned with a very generous eyes-roll.

I turned around letting out a frustrated breath, I straight my hands pretending like I was picking a glass, but hell what he's still staring

I wanted to punch him and asked him if those drunk girls on the dance floor ain't enough for him.. But what I can't lose this job now am still in the dilemma of looking for a nice job so I decided to leave the place before I caused some damage.

I entered the changing room to put on my blazer, I hate it how those drunk niggas always staring at my ass and boobs, so I had to be always pulling my skirt when making drink, and the f*****g rules here I can't wore something on top of work wears.

I untied my ponytail I usually don't want my hair that way but work rules what am I gon do about that.

Later i drove rose car home...

Chuchujay

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