Katie,
I'm sorry, I'm so very sorry for all the pain I've caused you, and I understand why you've chosen Tom over me, Why you've chosen England over LA. It will always be your home and you have to do what's best for you and AJ.
I will have to live with the guilt of everything I've done to you, until the day I die. I need to be punished, I don't deserve either of you in my life, but I'm selfish and want to be.
I've been there for AJ since day one, It kills me to think that I might never see him again. I'm not asking you to ever forgive me because I don't deserve your forgiveness, but please, Please, Let me see AJ again. When you're ready.
I saw online that you are Tom are engaged. Not surprised, you two always had the bond that I guess me and you don't. I'm happy for you, I hope he
