✔ Shattered! (Book Two) (Sequel to Scars) ✔

Chapter Twelve

Katie,

I know I haven't been around a lot, Or seen our son in a long time but, Seeing him on his birthday meant the world to me. It's not a secret that I'm not a good dad. And im not happy at the fact that James is his father-figure. But he was there for you when I wasn't. He's going to grow up with your name instead of mine... because I wasn't ready to be his dad. But now I am, I want to be a dad to our son. I can only hope you'll let me.

I know Demi has told you that I now have a girlfriend and we're getting married... But, I want you and Aaron. I want to be there for you, Whenever you need me.

I'll leave Amber, for you, I know we conceived a child after a one night stand, but... I want to see if we work.

I dont want to be a s**t dad and we both know im going to find it hard, To have to be the adult and not the kid for once but I can and will. I want you and Aaron to move back here, Back home, This is where you belong. With me, And Tom, And Mike and Demi and the other guys. Everyone misses you. I have no idea what made you do what you did, And I have no idea what Tom did to make you do it, But you know I dont judge people.

Tom has calmed down, Of course, he has, Its been years. Dont worry, Ollie doesn't know a thing. I havent told anyone about me being the dad. Im sure Demi hasn't told anyone. They would have said something by now. And im not going to tell anyone, Unless you say I can.

I'm so sorry about how I reacted. It was just a big shock. You know, me, Aaron Lewis, has brought life on to this earth, And im sorry for leaving you to deal with everything, Alone. I never told the guys or anyone that we had that night together, But I dont mind if you did. I hope everything is all ok with you and your folks now. But then again, You're living with James so...Maybe not. I hope your at least talking again. I really do.

Everyone is cool, Why dont you come over for a while and we can talk about this properly, Just give me time to sort Amber out and then you can come home. I want the guys to know about Aaron, I want him to meet my parents... I want us to be a family, What do you day?

I miss you, and I'll see you both soon.

All my love,

Aaron

xxxx