Olivia's POV
Last night, I knew I made a mess of myself in front of Axel, but I could not help the situation. I can't believe that I peed on myself, that has never happened before but lately, I have been having nightmares, and whispers in my head, all I could remember was the look on his face that very day he had walked in and seen me in bed with Paul. it doesn't escape my mind, I haven't forgiven myself, it was just as Barbara had said but how can I forgive myself when I know I did something bad?
How can I look him in the eye the same way that I did many years ago, he hates my guts. He thinks that I am some slut who goes around sleeping with anybody and I don't blame him.
The words spread around the pack and even though nobody talks about it now, I still feel as if they whisper
