My hands shook as my lawyer and I awaited the jury's ruling. Much of my family was in the audience, but I couldn't make myself turn to look at them. I heard someone whispering something about how I was in a bad situation. I've always been in a bad situation! Doesn't anyone get it? My life was destined to be a nightmare the moment Luca and I met. The moment Brad told him he could have money in exchange for making me happy. My life was ruined when I said I do and pretended my relationship was perfect. I ignored the signs dancing in my face. Who mentions their exes too many times in a relationship? Who tells their spouse they'll never be loved? It was a battle lost everyday and now the war was being fought. If I didn't win, I was going to be the laughing stock of the century. My life won't b

