I clutched at my phone while rubbing my belly with my other hand. Nikolai’s image flashed in my mind and his last words rang in my ear like a broken record. He left me that day with no sign of any regrets. He and Cresia simply looked satisfied since they got what they needed without even thinking of what might happen to me afterwards.
“Your father must have already known of your existence,” I said, speaking to my unborn baby. “Still… No calls came from him. He does not want you in his life so just die… Just die because even I do not want you here.”
I snapped back to my senses when the door suddenly creaked open, letting the nurse inside. She gave me a smile, only for it to disappear upon taking a closer look at me. I immediately wiped away my tears and returned a fake smile.
“So… How’
