NIKOLAI’S POV
I fxcked up big time.
Calypso would never forgive me for what I had done and just the mere thought of that was torture. And Ethan… Fxck… How cruel was I? Not only did I point a gun at his mother, but I also failed to protect him when he needed my help.
Staring at my shaking hands, guilt weighed on my shoulders as I gaze upon his dried blood that stained my skin. It had already been three hours ever since Ethan was taken into an emergency surgery and yet up until now, there was no news of him. Not knowing what was happening inside the operating room was yet another torment.
The silence in the halls made me hear my son’s words when we managed to dig him out from the fallen debris.
“M-Mom… It h-hurts…”
They were three mere words yet it was crushing and heavy to bear. He
