The tears I hate to see
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When I see my mother cry
It pierce my heart like an arrow would; inside.
Whirling of painful emotions
That moves as deepening as that of the sea.
It's always the worst moment I'd never like to see
Especially when she put her face down sobbing on her knees.
I'd wished I can subdue the gods if they are the cause
To put away the cause that made her soul sorrowed.
I know life with us hadn't been fair enough
The reasons I want her to live to see of more better days to come.
Time flies countless seasons
But the fight for survival she made me see reasons.
I just hate to see those tears dripping down her face
Like I'd lost my stamina even when she tried to keep me focus on the pace.
Except these tears are of joy that she shades at ease.
Then will my troubled soul be set at peace.
But if it's not of the joy I promised to bring upon her face
Maybe I have to keep the fight on
Til the cause is put away.
For she has made a huge sacrifice
Raising me til this day.
Bearing my anxiety and still gives me hope over my dreams.
As longs as I see my aim to work towards it true.
Remembering my saddest days
When I' was already giving up.
My mother becomes my motivation
When I see the pains she'd been through.
Maybe she's the reason I'm still holding on
The reason why I see life leading me to a better place.
Maybe she is the reason why my dreams won't fail me.
I know even without her, my destiny will still have me
My mother has these beliefs that I will get there someday.
Always telling me never to give up even when time fail.
More than a pillar I need for a strength
Despite everything she still stood firm by me.
She refuses to be shaken by what she sees.
Neither did she allow her sows be uprooted by the strong mighty winds.
But I hate to see her cry when her soul weeps
Shading those tears that was only meant for joy.
I know I can't have a hand to stop any fate
But however it want to be I wish she also hold onto her faith.
Sometimes I wonder how long it going to take us before the peak
All through my life I pray she will stay with me.
I have so many things to show her when I finally reach my goals.
So many things I can't count on she knew about it all.
It's not just about the dreams I have for her
I'd always pray for one thing and that's the gift of life.
That she has to live here with me no matter the challenges.
Seeing to the world we would create with our persistence.
Maybe we will prove the haters wrong
All those enemies that prayed her to be gone.
Let it be those who want her dead, be put to shame
Let they be the ones at last to call her name.
Let it be those that wish her no goodness
Be the ones gone and forgotten like those things without existence.
Maybe she cries when the burden becomes unbearable
But she won't just open up the pains lest I feel it.
But seeing her tears is more than the pains she hide
Always piercing hurtfully deep down inside of me.
She'd gone through a lot for me that I need not to see her cry.
She has been there for me all through these hard times.
Even when I wrong her, she corrects my mistakes and still call me back
She never forsake me neither did she hate me.
To this time I'm grown.
I think I owe her everything.
Maybe if I have the supernatural powers to make things happen my way
Maybe i would put a stop to all that sorrows.
Giving her almost everything that she would want in life.
The true happiness that she seek for all through her life.
Since it's not of my power
To carry out the transformation I'd ever wished.
I know God always have the best say in everything
I know she would be here forever with me.
I'm just hoping on one day.
All these pains she passes through will be no more.
And there come a time I will tell her cry no more
That time we'd all been waiting for had finally come.
When all that owe to her miseries become a bygone
The fruits of her labours, all she will start to reap.
Her silent sows which breeds forth more than plenty folds.
Then the tears I'd hated to see her shade
Will I be pleased when she would finally shade it for joy.
The tears of joy I would like to see.
When silence finally take over the sea.
Drowning all her miseries with it beyond.
- Writer
