She had almost no experience and doubted she even knew how to kiss the right way. She shared a few peck kisses with two boys in college, and with Richard who was the one she lost her virginity to, she hadn’t even been able to feel the pleasure she read so much about in romance novels. s*x was a disappointment for her, it must have been underrated. Maybe doing it in Richard’s car played a part, although he came out saying it was a good f**k, which made her feel dirty and like a slut.
“You haven’t done anything wrong, quite the contrary, if we go on like this, we’ll end up in bed and that’s not what I want.”
“No?” she didn’t know where to stick her shame. She was confused.
Why was he kissing her like that if he didn’t want to take her to bed?
Why was he looking at her as if he really
