That night, I found myself incapable of sleeping. No matter what I tried to do and what I told myself, I simply couldn’t shake the feeling of discomfort that had been floating around in my body and mind. I was laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling and trying to convince myself that everything that I was feeling, was in my mind. But even so, even as I realised that the only person who was feeling tormented about what was going on, was me.
I doubted that anyone else in this building was nearly as affected as I was. Come to think of it, I doubted that they were even affected at all. But there was nothing that I could do to make her feel the way that I did, and even if I tried to, I doubted that it was going to get me anywhere. She would simply find a way to turn the tides and make me fee