**Kaitlyn’s POV**
I owe her so much that there is no way I’m going to turn her down. Besides, I also owe it to myself too. So, I agree with her to give us that answer by the masquerade ball. Antonia kisses my forehead and says goodbye because it’s getting late and she has some business to conduct.
My father drives us home. My head keep replays those scenes with Antonia, every word she said, every action she did and every sincere emotion she expressed—Yet I still afraid. Afraid of losing her and not being worthy enough for her. D@mn, what should I do?
This question of our relationship keeps bugging me. I lost some weight, afraid to look directly into Antonia’s eyes, drive my friends and parents’ crazy about my strange behaviors until they couldn’t take it anymore. So, one day
