She woke to sunlight, which she resented.
The Mumbai morning had the particular cruelty of days that begin beautifully regardless of what happened the night before. The light through the penthouse windows was gold and brilliant, the kind of light that belonged in architecture magazines. The city spread below in all its crowded, complicated life. A bird — something small and brown and very ordinary — sat on the terrace railing for a moment before deciding better of it.
Maya sat up. Rolled her neck. Registered the soft, insistent protest of a body that had spent three hours on a bed it wasn't entitled to, tense as a wire.
The door to the master bedroom was closed. She had locked it. The lock was still engaged, which meant either he respected the lock or he had no interest in using it.
She let herself think: probably the latter.
She used the bathroom. Found a new toothbrush still in packaging in the cabinet — she tried not to think about what it meant that there was a new, spare toothbrush already here. Found face wash and a neatly folded towel. She washed her face, scrubbed off the remaining wedding makeup, looked at herself in the mirror.
There she was. Twenty-two, dark circles, wrong life.
She went to find coffee.
The kitchen was everything she'd expected: professional grade, quietly enormous, a stovetop she could have hosted a dinner party on. She was standing at the espresso machine, studying it with the resigned energy of a person who has decided that understanding this machine is an achievable problem even if nothing else is, when the sound reached her.
Voices. More than one.
She turned around.
Three people had arrived in the living space: a woman in her fifties with a leather portfolio and the efficient posture of someone whose hourly rate included the posture, and two younger men with identical briefcases and identical expressions of practiced neutrality. They were arranging themselves at the dining table with the speed of people accustomed to arranging themselves in strangers' homes.
Atharva was with them.
He was already dressed — properly dressed, she noted, in the way that spoke of a morning routine that existed on a completely separate schedule from hers. Dark suit, pale shirt, no tie yet, hair precisely placed. He was holding a coffee cup he must have already had made, which meant he'd been up for at least an hour, which meant—
He looked at her across the kitchen island.
"Good morning," he said. Evenly.
"What is this?" she said.
"Breakfast."
"Those are lawyers."
"My lawyers, yes. Priya Mehta, I should tell you, had a pre-nuptial agreement drafted three months ago." He set down his coffee. "You did not. We need to rectify that."
Maya went very still. "I'm not signing anything."
The woman with the leather portfolio looked up from her papers with the professional blindness of someone who had been in rooms where people said that before.
"Mrs. Raisinghani—" the woman began.
"Maya," she said sharply, and then immediately disliked herself for the sharpness because it gave something away. "My name is Maya."
Atharva walked to the table and pulled out a chair and looked at her with those patient, opaque eyes. "Sit down."
"I said I'm not—"
"Sit down and read it first." A pause, and there it was again: that fractional quality she'd noticed last night, that thing underneath the flatness. "I'm not asking you to sign blank paper. Read it."
She crossed the kitchen and pulled out the chair farthest from him and sat.
The woman pushed the document across the table.
Maya read it.
She read it with the careful, line-by-line attention she gave to design briefs and apartment leases and the fine print of software agreements, because she was the kind of person who actually read documents and had been made fun of for it her entire life and was, this morning, grateful for that tendency in a way she'd never been before.
The document was forty-seven pages.
She read all forty-seven.
The silence stretched. She was aware of the lawyers exchanging small, practiced glances. She was aware of Atharva sitting across the table — not reading, not working, just present in the particular way he was always present, like weather. She did not look at him. She read.
The contract gave her:
A monthly allowance that made her breath catch — enough, if she were being purely financial about it, to wipe out her parents' debts. And there were debts; she knew there were debts; she'd known for two years, from the conversations she wasn't supposed to overhear.
Access to his accounts up to a limit she would have considered fantastical twelve hours ago.
A residency in his properties. Travel costs. A personal expense card.
Her own professional freedom: the party of the second part retains full rights to professional practice in her field of choice. Underlined, she noticed. Someone had actually underlined it.
She read that three times.
And then she read the clauses that ran the other direction:
She would reside in the marital home during the period of the contract. She would attend public and professional events as required. She would not speak to media regarding the marriage without consent. She would not pursue legal dissolution during the initial twenty-four month period without grounds listed in the appendix.
Without grounds.
She read the appendix. The grounds were: documented physical harm, documented sustained neglect, documented infidelity. Not I want to leave. Not I didn't agree to this. Not the entire premise was coercion.
She looked up.
He was watching her. He'd been watching her the entire time, she realized. Not impatiently. Just watching, like she was something being solved.
"The grounds clause," she said.
"Yes."
"It doesn't include consent."
"No."
"It doesn't include the fact that I said no during the ceremony."
"No." He held her gaze. "That clause is constructed in accordance with what can be legally established."
"Which means it's built to keep me here."
A beat. "Yes."
She looked at him for a long time. She looked at the forty-seven pages in front of her. She looked at the lawyers with their practiced neutrality and their expensive briefcases. She looked at the windows and the city outside and the terrible beauty of the morning.
She thought about her mother's unanswered phone.
She thought about the word debts.
She thought about twenty-four months, and the monthly figure on page seven, and the underlined clause about professional practice.
She thought: I am a graphic designer. I have three hundred and twelve pounds in my account and parents who have stopped answering their phones, and a man across a table who is telling me, at least, what the terms of my captivity are.
She thought: Priya, you absolute catastrophe.
She picked up the pen.
And she signed it.
Her signature was clear and upright and deliberately composed, because she would not give him a shaking hand. Not this. He could have the signature. He could not have the shaking hand.
She put the pen down.
"Twenty-four months," she said. "I'm counting."
Atharva Raisinghani looked at her signature on the document. Something moved across his face that she didn't have a name for.
"Noted," he said.