*** I want Douglas to completely subordinate his mind, his will, his existence, to me. We’re close to that goal, the Segufix system very much instilling the notion of a woman’s control. But I want more. I stop in a hardware store and purchase small steel rings. A block away I find a bell in a novelty store. A sleigh bell, spherical and about an inch in diameter it will chime with the slightest motion. After selection I give it some thought and purchase many more, same spherical shape only smaller. I am scheming. When I arrive home, a catheterized Douglas lies in wait. The isolation, the bondage, the nothingness makes him very happy to see me. Whereas normally a catheter is to offer bladder relief, I have clamped closed the end. Thus he squirms a bit, full of a day’s excretions and of

