Her Game

monday

After the party on Friday I was beat. I didn't want to do anything but sleep Saturday but I had to go to work.by Monday I had to go back to school but it was A day, my favorite classes so I didn't complain that much.

First period was English with my favorite teacher ever, she was so cool about everything. After her class I go to math with my best friend max. she cant stand math but I love it, how there's a solution to every problem its calming.

"ally please don't make me go to math" she whines.

"because if I cant consciously take 2400 milligrams of ibuprofen you cant skip class, c'mon I said id help you with the problems.

"fine you still not off the hook about that whole ibuprofen situation you know" she said glaring at me.to be honest it wasn't my fault I thought they were 200 milligrams not 600.

"hey at lunch I have major tea to spill" I say knowing I should tell her about the whole Preston thing.

"why cant you tell me now" she whined. 

"because we have math." I said putting an end to our conversation.

I pay close attention to what Ms. Eren what saying because I know max was not getting it at all. I don't mind teaching her my note it helps me remember better when I talk about it.

The bell rang and like lab trained rats we all go to eat. I can tell max is buzzing about the gossip I'm planning to spill. We get our food before meeting up with Scarlett, Jake, Mae and max's boyfriend cole.so max asks me about my secret which prompts the rest of the gang to muddle in.

"ok listen I'm walking along and hear the guys talking about a girl like she's a object to be owned and I thought that was real shitty so I listen a bit more and they said my name" I say annoyed that i have to relive the humiliation.

"like Allison or like your full name" Scarlett asks. 

"my full name."

"why were they talking about you?" Scarlett asked. 

"they were betting on how long it would take to sleep with me" I said still disgusted people like that exist I mean its the 21 century not some cheesy rom com of 90s.

"what did you do?" Mae.

"well I ran but here's the thing you guys have to keep it a secret I'm taking care of if"

"so how much are you worth in their eyes" Jake asked. 

"their trucks and few thousands dollars" I answer lamely.

"ooh can I play" he said sarcastically. he kind of reminds of chandler from friends.

We ate lunch and by the end they'll all agreed that I should just avoid him if I can. I hate that I cant do anything in my situation. making my way to my locker so I get my clothes for cheer. My locker was slammed shut before I could get my clothes.

"hey sweetheart" Preston said his hand still on my locker.

"excuse me I have to get my stuff for class and please don't call me sweetheart I don't even know you" I said trying to avoid giving him attention.

"listen I know you like me so I think we should go out sometime" he said completely ignoring me. I push him away a few feet from my locker so I could get my stuff. but before I could fully open it he slammed it close again this time trapping me between him and the wall. glaring at me like he could kill me. I felt his eyes burning through holes through my clothes. 

"listen.." He leaned in so only I could hear him. I could feel his breath on my neck. "I will obtain you. Trust me you'll give in. Locked up under than innocent façade is a freak that I'm going enjoy." He took his hand off the wall and ran it along my rib cage. I can't fight him, even if I wanted to. I can't overpower him, and even if I could  I'll kicked out of cheer for breaking his bones.

"get f****d" it's lame I know but I can't do anything else.

"oh trust me, you will" and with that he let me with my thoughts.

Why me. I just wanted to cruise through senior year and go to a few parties. why can't I just be single and focus on myself. No one gave a damn about my s*x life before why do they have to care now. 

"Allison c'mon we're gonna be late for cheer class" Mia is great at telling when someone is in pain. but she also knows when to lay off. she'll be a great doctor some day.

"I'm on my way just need to get my stuff." I shake my head to get rid of my thoughts. 

I open my locker and finally get my stuff out. I change in the locker room and help roll out mats. we work on some cheers and our competition routine. By the 4:30 mark I say my goodbyes and head home.

I don't want to eat. I don't want to do anything. Maybe I could switch schools, I won't mind being the new Kid even if I wont get to cheer. At least I'll be away from him.

I order some pizza and crawl into bed. watching kuroko and kagami play basketball until my eyes bleed. This is a perfectly healthy coping mechanism to my situation. Oh who am I kidding.