“Yes , we went for a candle light dinner “Lauren says smiling happily . “Thats good”Evelyn says trying to look normal but its a pity that she is like an open book for me . She is feeling guilty . Of US . She is feeling guilty about US . Her face says it all . A burning sensation starts in my chest and i can feel my anger raising . Calm the f**k down Ashton ! Its okay , she needs time . She won’t feel like this once she has accepted us . But thats the problem , what if she gives up on us ?! No thats not gonna happen . Never . I don’t hear anything they are talking about . I take steady breaths and come out of my thoughts to hear dad saying “You kids continue with your movie then . We will go and take some rest” We both nod and they head upstairs . I turn back towards the tv once

