The other side of me was now rebelling. Anyway, I couldn't get into this conversation. I didn't want to reveal any secrets to Vilas, although he seemed to be harmless at all, other than his eyes, his gestur, and his deadly smile. Oh, I had been daydreaming and looking at his face. I hurriedly signaled to Vilas to stop dancing. Then I turned to face my guests who had been untouched for a while. Slowly I sat in my chair, and Vilas walked back to his place. I couldn't waste any more of their time. "With this upcoming selection of a husband for me, I can't help but wonder, are we really good enough to be ourselves when it comes to choosing a mate?" I sat through the silence after the classical music for dancing was turned off. "I mean, what if our choices are wrong?" The guests whispered to

