Chapter 6
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Suspension feels different when you've earned it for the wrong reasons.
They call it a "disciplinary review," but everyone knows what it means. By the time I get the email from the Dean's office, half the school already knows I'm in trouble. Mason made sure of that.
I don't regret hitting him. I regret that he won.
The meeting happens Monday morning in the Dean's office - a narrow room that smells like coffee and disinfectant. The walls are lined with framed photos of Westbrook's alumni, all smiling like they've never done anything wrong.
The Dean folds his hands on the desk. "Aiden, you have quite a record here. High marks, captain of the soccer team, active in student council. You're one of our model students. So tell me - why are you throwing that away over a hallway fight?"
I sit back in the chair, jaw tight. "It wasn't a fight. He was-"
"Provoking you?" the Dean finishes for me. "Yes, I've heard. But that doesn't justify violence. We can't have our students settling disagreements with their fists."
I stare at the carpet. "I know."
"Tyler says you attacked him without warning."
"Tyler's lying."
The Dean sighs. "We have witnesses who say you swung first."
Of course they do. Mason's good at this. He knows exactly how to twist the truth until it looks polished enough to pass for honesty.
The Dean continues. "I'm inclined to believe that you were under emotional stress. You've been under scrutiny lately, haven't you?"
I don't answer. He already knows. Everyone does.
He leans back in his chair. "Two weeks of suspension from practice. Detention for the rest of the month. And you'll apologize to Tyler Mason."
I look up. "You're kidding."
His eyes harden. "I'm not. Either that, or you're off the team for good."
The words hit harder than I expect. The team is the only thing keeping me grounded here. The only thing that makes me look like I belong.
"Fine," I mutter. "I'll apologize."
The Dean nods. "Good. I hope this is a lesson in restraint."
Restraint. That's one word for it.
By lunch, the story has evolved. I hear it in fragments - that I was jealous of Mason, that Lena played me, that I'm being kicked off the team entirely. Every version is worse than the last.
Ryan catches me at the lockers. "You okay?"
"I've been better."
"You're lucky they didn't expel you."
"Yeah. Lucky."
He hesitates, then lowers his voice. "You're not gonna believe this, but Mason's been telling people Lena started it."
I freeze. "What?"
"He told the Dean she said something that set you off. He's playing the victim."
"She didn't say anything."
"I know that."
"But no one else will."
Ryan's eyes meet mine, and for the first time, I see uncertainty there. "Look, man... maybe it's time to let this go. She's not worth all this."
The words hit like a slap. "What did you just say?"
"I'm just saying - she's new. She's not part of our world. You've got everything here. Don't throw it away over one girl."
"Our world?" I repeat. "You mean this fake, shallow circus where people like Mason get to decide what's true?"
Ryan exhales. "You're taking this too personally."
"Because it is personal."
He shakes his head. "I'm trying to help you."
"Then stop sounding like them."
The silence between us stretches too long. Then Ryan turns and walks away.
I stand there, staring at the floor, feeling something inside me shift - the quiet understanding that maybe I've just lost my oldest friend.
The rest of the day crawls by. People stare. Some whisper. Others smile like they can't wait to see me fall.
Lena doesn't show up to any of our shared classes. Her desk stays empty, her name unspoken. It's like she's vanished.
After school, I walk out into the courtyard, rain clouds gathering again, heavy and gray. The fountain gurgles quietly in the center, water reflecting the storm above.
Mason is there, leaning against the stone edge, arms crossed.
"Cole," he says when he spots me. "Tough day?"
I stop a few feet away. "You really can't help yourself, can you?"
He smirks. "You hit me. I hit back. That's how it works."
"You lied."
"I told the version people wanted to believe. Big difference."
"You dragged her into it."
He shrugs. "She's part of the story now. I'm just giving the audience what they want."
Something dark curls in my stomach. "You think this is a game."
"It's always a game, Cole. You just forgot the rules."
He pushes off the fountain and walks away, whistling. I stand there until he's gone, fists clenched, jaw aching.
The rain starts again - soft at first, then harder. I don't move.
When I finally head back toward the dorms, I hear footsteps behind me. I turn.
Lena stands there, umbrella in hand, eyes searching mine.
"You're soaked," she says quietly.
"So are you."
She takes a slow step closer, her expression unreadable. "Why didn't you tell me they punished you?"
"It's not your problem."
"Yes, it is. Mason's telling everyone I started the fight."
"I know."
Her jaw tightens. "I could go to the Dean-"
"Don't."
She frowns. "Why not?"
"Because that's exactly what he wants. He wants you to react. If you do, he wins."
She exhales, frustrated. "So what? We just let him win?"
"For now."
"That's not much of a plan."
"No. But it's the only one I've got."
She looks down at the ground, rain pooling around her shoes. "You shouldn't have to deal with this because of me."
"It's not because of you."
"Then what is it?"
I hesitate. "Because I couldn't stand there and let him make you small."
She looks up then, eyes meeting mine. There's something in them - not softness, not quite anger, but something heavier. "You're going to destroy yourself trying to protect everyone."
"Maybe." I force a smile. "At least it'll make a good story."
She doesn't smile back. "I don't want to be your story, Aiden."
The words sting, but I understand.
The rain falls harder. She lifts her umbrella slightly, enough for both of us to stand under it. The sound of water fills the silence between us.
"I'm sorry," I say quietly. "For all of it. For making things worse."
"I know."
"I'll fix it."
Her voice softens. "You don't have to fix me, Aiden. Just be honest with me."
"I am."
She studies me for a moment, then says, "Then promise me something."
"Anything."
"Don't let them change who you are. Not Mason. Not Ryan. Not anyone."
Her eyes hold mine for a heartbeat too long. Then she steps back, lowering the umbrella. "See you tomorrow."
"Lena-"
But she's already walking away, rain falling around her like a curtain.
I stand there until she disappears through the courtyard gate, the sound of her footsteps fading under the storm.
For the first time in days, I feel something close to clarity.
Mason thinks this is a game. Ryan thinks I've lost control. The school thinks I'm exactly who I pretend to be.
Maybe it's time to stop pretending.
Because if Westbrook wants a story, I'll give them one. Just not the ending they expect.
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