Here I was at that moment. I stared blankly at the wall, didn't know what to do. This moment was the first time friendship with boys could be so troublesome, even though so far before it had been excellent. This situation was terrible!
What should I do? I wanted to have a handsome boyfriend like in comics or video games. I used to grumble because my friends thought of me more as a boy than a girl. I used to feel that I was a pretty girl that no boy would choose as their potential girlfriend. It seemed impossible. I used to think it felt more like a boy than a girl. For me, guys were entertaining friends. But now???
I could not longer think that a guy was just a friend. I could not longer deny that I had other interests in guys other than as friends. I used to feel like no one woul
