If it's not meant to be then why so beautiful

if it's not meant to be then why so beautiful

I am a simple teen girl . Most of the time i prefer staying alone rather than being surrounded by people . I belong to a wealthy family and my parents were well known in the society. After having dinner at night I rushed to my bedroom To pack my bag for school tomorrow. The very next day I went to school as usual and suddenly got to know that our class teacher is being replaced by a new male class teacher . This news made us a little sad but me and my group of friends were so excited that we will get a new class teacher .the new class teacher step into the room. Suddenly I felt something which was not casual little butterflies were flying inside my stomach.

For a bit of time i kept looking at his eyes " he is Mr Roy" introduced by the principal."Hello students I am your new class teacher from today onwards you are having one more friends which is me standing in front of you" said Mr roy . "I hope everyone is happy by the news" said the principal . Like a Stupid I kept looking at him suddenly a gentle push by my best friend helped me to woke up. It was an introductory class everyone was introducing themselves and it was my time I was just shaking in fear because I was introvert somehow Mr Roy gets to know about my fear and told me not to worry and speak anything which comes to my mind I was truly speechless by his words because it is the first time that someone is trying to help me without making fun of my situation. My face Lit up joy

And I introduced myself to the class and to Mr Roy. That was really an incredible day spent with Mr Roy after reaching home I kept thinking about him, about the incident and how coolly Mr roy handled it. This was the first time I felt excitement for my next classes with him days passed by and I was having fun with him. His friendly behaviour made me fall for him at one point of my life I have forgotten that he is my teacher I was just seeing him as one of my closest friend one day at evening around 6 o'clock I have messaged him by making a silly excuse of homework. That was the day when the whole thing get twisted up . After that day I kept messaging him and in a short period of time we become close . At this time we know each other's secrets , each other's likes and dislikes. we started caring for each other I started gaining more feelings for him I wasn't sure about him but it was me at that time who was clueless about what was happening and what's going to happen next. I was on my terrace walking and listening to some romantic song every lyric of that song kept bringing him to my imagination ,our late night chat , gossips everything for a moment I thought I should confessing even though I was not sure about his answer so I keep searching him on social media so that I can know something more about him and I was scrolling through my social media and I found that he is committed I was totally devastated and scattered I can see the soil under my legs to get slipped out .how can a person do this after knowing that I am having feelings for him how can he do this to me. I went straight to him and texted him again why are you cheating on your girlfriend because your flirty messages are making me fall for you. This time he was totally silent i couldn't see the excitement which I used feel while talking with him . He responded with "yeah she left me 2 weeks ago " . I was totally disconsolate with his answer ...