CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE Day Twenty Dear William, Lydia is back and it is worse than I imagined. I’m tired today and not feeling well, and while I won’t write about all of the despicable things she is having me do, I will tell you of one of them. Lydia wants to become me. She is convinced somehow that she is a caterpillar in the process of becoming a butterfly. Her words. At first, I wanted nothing to do with helping Lydia do anything. But after experiencing some of the continued horrors here and considering that there is now a baby on the way (which she does not know about, nor will she), I decided to hear her out on the latest idea. She wants to study me and in order to do so she says she needs photos. All kinds of photos. This is actually good news, I decided in the end. Because here i

