Riley I can’t believe it, the whole time all they were trying to hide was the fact that I am a murderer I thought to myself as I could feel my heart beating fast and the sudden difficulty of being unable to breathe as I clutched my chest tightly. Darius stepped forward slowly as he hovered by my sides urging me with a calm and deliberate voice ‘’ Hey, calm down, breathe, slow steps’’ he said Without thinking, I grabbed and pulled him down with me trying to steady how fast my heart is beating , he hugged me back as he slowly patted me in the back but the voice in my head won’t stop I closed my eyes and opened it to find myself inside a river with different versions of everyone that had ever hurt me saying different things to me ‘’Dad, my step family, the crowd from the field, my..re

