David was determined to talk to me, I was also determined not to talk to him, I walked out of the store and started to pace on the street. I didn’t want this, neither did David. My heart was sinking, I didn’t want it to sink because I know how hard it is to find a single ray of light when your heart is sinking in the ocean of darkness. It doesn’t matter how that person left your life, if it was your fault or theirs, or maybe no one’s fault at all, through everything you’ve been through and made it through. It is hard, hard is an understatement, it’s terrifying knowing you cannot ever be the same person you were before.
It is very easy to motivate yourself in the middle of a cheery day when you’re in your office or school and there's a sudden release of adrenaline in your body, you tell y
