It's Never To Late

attention life has begun

wow this is amazing I actually feel new I'm not afraid anymore nor does my anxiety depression linger around me anymore. colors look more vibrant beautiful than before Crystal clear vision everything is beautiful. for this is the first time my eyes and ears are in sync with each other vision and hearing match. there is no more fog or a cloudy mind. I'm in tune focused confident self-aware. full attention and open to receive everything now class is in session. I'm so hungry for learning this craving for knowledge is bigger than any craving I've ever had for my favorite food all I want and think about is all the things that I can possibly learn I'm intrigued with life itself. as we get started I just ask please no interruptions and save any questions when the teacher is done giving a lesson you may ask questions as of now let's begin. welcome everyone my name is Miss Q please be seated and take out a pen and paper you'll be taking notes and so will I. the day is February 9th 2024 over a year since I have embraced my life in this new way of being I embrace my life I've acknowledged the power I have within me. I must listen not speak with questions but retain all that is delivered loud and clear yet silently. when I wake I hear music and all life greets good morning even the air feels new. communication I can see that exist in harmony with all the plants and animals the wind and water. the universe is a conductor instructing the world to keep us balanced. energy is absolutely electrifying vibrating through my veins I feel this and it does not hurt growing more noticeably is the craving for knowledge that I have my brain is telling me more more as my days go on what I encounter through the day our solutions no more problems no stress only solutions to our day-to-day task. I am actually happy on the inside as well as the outside I don't have to pretend like I did in the past tons of views I still soak everything in. there was a time I was lost I picked at myself and felt as though I had no purpose on this Earth every time I do my best to be acknowledged of my achievements I was pushed back into all of my mistakes and flaws by the ones I only wanted to see be happy and to be proud of me. whether it was carrying or loving the people around me nothing I did was ever good enough or it went unseen I wish someone would tell me how great I was for a good deeds or proud of me some positive feedback at least but now they just beat me with all the mistakes that I have ever made and no one heard me speak all that was on my mind and had brewing on the inside was a suicide thoughts and the plans to end my life it stayed housed as a roommate for many years and I tried several times and hoped that I'd go in my sleep or in a tragic accident. lost and direction no matter how many times I looked at the map I could never find my way I had this thought and feeling for many years I despite happiness as if I was in the best of moods and pushing things to the back and going on about my days and self medicating. as I've learned negative thoughts lead to negative actions and wrong emotions that make one feel defeated and ensure guilt and regret sad and angry and tired and basically just tired of being tired. all this from thinking pessimistic choosing not to focus on what we really want which is victory and a champion strong happy love peace accomplished success and pure will it comes from positive vibes and good thoughts it creates the energy of which we thrive on focus on what we want instead of what we don't want is something that can be changed and learned and done I can choose to be open accepting new way of thinking adapt to better habits this gives me a great life no matter how young or old it's never too late and a mind is a terrible thing to waste so therefore I give myself all the love I've never gave before and as I do so great things come like a magnet pulling the best life into reality there is no doubt all that I want I can have

big small near or far is where you'll be up and down over and under all eyes seek see spy in plain sight like flies on a wall or a roach on the stove or a cricket on the porch and the bird in the tree. to be what we see is key. single pair and groups they will always be as instructed for a task all in its place ready set start do mine what we call your business and use your manners it's no race be patient it is required at all times from everyone good evil right or wrong what you feel is either acknowledged or ignored choices decisions and the reactions we pick the emotion use your senses as the tool to get the job done production growth evolving is the effect of a cause like action is to reaction they each go hand in hand or a step can't be done by left foot only it has to have a right negative can't have the same effect when paired with a negative to receive good as properly and effective when paired with positive all flows naturally trust yourself think then do I go with my gut this is something only I must do but always be patient I keep reminding myself for the outcome will always be better and so I go with it and I ride the way. you are not a bad person and neither were the generations before us always learn by what we witness and grew up on around without notice to self teaching unintentional unintentionally of course none of us are to blame we all been victim to the way we think and how we view life and manage habitual routines leading the world to a closed mind and blurred vision into a dead end from which followed our growth throughout our life passing this on to the Future generations making the possible impossible only using a small part of our brain it's no wonder why everyone says there is no such thing as perfect one can only go as far as one wants and obtain the life that we want if we push past the breaking point of comfort zone and do not settle for it's good enough or even just giving up. alive and happy with no doubts and no fears I completely let go of the past and embrace the change and unknown way of living I am opened I become more focused and see clearer my mind is soaking in all the knowledge that comes each day but the positive thinking now feels my mind and a message my body to act positive it generates the positivity through and through into my life and I love me inside and out this is my new start this is making my world a better place this is what I want my children to pick up as a tool to learn and forward it to the ones around them starting with their own families and so on and so on thus given a world hope for a better place living in harmony they will and can change the world