CHRISTIAN POV
My emotions were all over the place and I knew that Sam could feel them through the mate bond, but I had so much anxiety that I couldn't focus! I knew that some of it was that this was the first time I was actually talking to someone other than my best friends about my past. I tried my hardest to calm myself, it was still so painful for me and this was not simply me voicing out what had happened to me! I relived every moment, every pain, every fear! I still felt the excruciating pain of the bonds snapping between myself and my sister and mother!
My anxiety about this discussion was becoming unbearable! I suddenly felt this warm feeling spread throughout the mate bond. It felt like a weight had been taken off my shoulders. I was able to finally breathe without feeling
