August 2018 H E S I T A T I O N. Katie looked at her watch for what felt like the millionth time that morning, still deciding if what she was about to do was the best decision possible- for herself of course, not for Colin. She needed to think about herself, she had said that the day she said goodbye to him five years ago and it was still something she found difficult to do at times. Had she only agreed to meet with Colin because she knew it was what was best for him? Or did she genuinely want to see him again too? She was confused because she didn't know which of the two was correct. She had convinced herself after a couple of quiet moments spent alone in her apartment that she was going for coffee that morning for both herself and Colin. Closure was the reason that seemed t

