Its been a week since my mom called me, it been a week since the funeral, it been a week since I lost him.
I stop crying.
I dont care about anything or anyone.
Am I depress?
Am I me?
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I awoke to a empty bed, a empty room just like my empty heart. Chris have been trying to comfort me but I shut him out and pushed him away emotionally.Im so stipid for doing that to him, its time for ke to getcon with life and be a good mom and a future queen. Its time for me to yake controll of my life.
I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and oh yeah it been a week since I showered nasty right, I turned on the shower water and got in and took a long hot shower until the water turned cold.
Once put the shower, I flat iron my hair and put on some eyeliner and mascara. I went
